The kind of day where most of the time is wasted away in bed. Where some of the day is spent crying and screaming out your helplessness into a pillow so no-one will hear you breaking. The day where you just end up stepping into the shower fully clothed because you can’t bare to look at yourself. Where normally when the soothing hot water can wash away the pain, it just brushes past it and in the end you’re still left feeling empty. Just a day that leaves you helpless and hopeless.
She’s getting a hearing aid, and will likely have one for the rest of her life.
I mean, cochlear implants and stuff are an option but, not necessarily the right one.
Thank god I’m literally about to start learning auslan I would die if I could never properly talk to her.
I mean, just cause she might be able to talk, she still might have to lip read and struggle to hear.
Far out, and expenses on my poor sister for this must suck.
But it can’t be all bad, good must come from it.
I mean stuff it, I know what I’m not confident about, and I know I can fix it.
I’m just going to deal with it and face what I’m scared of.
I mean, I don’t have a guy in mind or whatever, but that’s not why I would do this anyway so it’s good; unlike the show I’m going to do this just for myself.
But ohey boys are a bonus.